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Thursday, March 29, 2012

TO BE ALICE

Could I design colours to match my thoughts

Make sea lions yellow or purple a horse?

Could I taste blue instead of having to feel

Could I listen to nothing

Watch the invisible appear

Just like Alice through the Looking glass fell

I tumble and stumble

Falling fast

Down the well

Mad hatter's tea party, look there's my purple horse

Enjoying, discussing, with sea lions of course

The hour glass changed shape

Time's running in

'Roll up, roll up, it's time to begin'

Carnival capers, roller coaster ride

Flipping my stomach, feel quite queasy inside

How I wish I was Alice

Her world albeit bizarre

But it's the way she designed it

Down to each painted star

FORGET ME NOT

FORGET ME NOT

Look upon turquoise or indigo blue

Delicate forget me nots

Gathered for you

Wrapped in a bouquet

Cellophanes transparent view

Delivered with love

From me to you

I could of sent roses

Petals of red

Standing so proud

With thorns on their stems

I could of chose Lily's

Crisp, pure and white

Clarity exposed

You don't understand

Right?

Well let me remind you

Of a verse I once read

It stayed in my memory

Echoes in my head

Offer them flowers

Send symbols of life

Red for the passion

For truth, send white

To be remembered

Or just make them think

Carnations so simple

Of delicate pink

To be reminded

Send shades of blue

Offer them flowers

That's all you can do

So following my heart

With the help of this verse

I am sorry my darling

For all of the hurt

Forgive my behaviour

The words said in haste

Whilst blue flowers remind you

Of this love that awaits

STRINGS OF LOVE

The bow of the Stradivari’s

Gently danced upon the strings

Music of the Master, as only he could bring

A symphony of notes released

Each one delicately heard

All I could do was watch

Without uttering a word

Lost unto a world of dreams

In secret I made a wish

If only I was able

I'd play too

Beethoven's 5th

I too would strike the golden strings

Create magic with my bow

Perform my song before the world

Watch your admiration soar and grow

Without a word being spoken

Taking flight on wings of doves

I'd play a concerto, and in a fashion

I will sing for the one I love

LONELY NIGHTS

I sit, pen lit with wonder

Thinking of a memory

Hoping you get a chance to read this

As tears flow... from these moment eyes

Like waking with the break of day

I think of us, in an inspirational way

To write about our love, our life

And not to forget sorrow

I wonder if the road we took was right

My soul stirs up so much delight

And I imagine...our world with light

These struggles are hard to figure

But today, I know we'll be enlightened together

Mainly because this love is real

I know our safe place is somewhere quiet

Maybe in the silence of night

Quietly I sit and hold your invisible hand

Hands so big, heart so full

A friend in darkness, a friend full of thrills

And I thank... all those lucky stars

That float above me

For the pearl...in the gracious oyster

That brought your miracle love to thee

And in the silence of night

When the air is broken by your soul's beauty

I know in my own heart...I will always believe

GOD'S PROMISE

Beneath the blankets torch in hand the child whispered low
God, it's me again, Annalise, I made a promise to you
A little while ago
But mom has got no better,
And I thought you'd need to know
She's looking awful pale now
Her voice is hard to hear
She frightened me this morning
She said you must be coming near
I told her I would speak to you
After all we had a deal
If you left my mom alone
I'd never lie nor steal
I'd never shout or scream again
Never do as I should not
But her temperatures not breaking
She's burning up real hot
I know that your real busy
And there's many a deal being made
But I thought I had your promise
God, I'm so afraid
So tonight I thought I'd remind you
God's promise is his bond
Please check out your promise list
And leave mom here where she belongs
The morning came round quickly
Annalise's mom had passed away
Her aunt had tried to comfort her
And this is what Annalise had to say
I made a deal with God last night
And I heard him answer me
God's promise was what's best for mom
Would be the way that it must be
I told him if he needed her to be with up high
I would be a brave girl, try hard not to cry
But promises are hard to keep
Especially when they don't turn out how we like
But if mommy can not be with me
God promised she'd be safe with him tonight
The aunt looked at this little child
Her faith in God had made her without fear
She took her hand, squeezed it tight
Holding her quite near
God promised me I'd be alright
Annalise said through tears
He told me auntie would come for me
And look she said, your here
Mommy has not left me
She's just harder for me to see
God's promise was although invisible
My mommy will stay with me
Although the aunt was tearful
Through the glaze of eyes that filled
The two of them felt comfort
As they cuddled quiet and still

THE TOY MAKER

The toy maker sat all alone in his shop
A hammer and chisel, on the wood he would chop
Molding and shaving
The wood taking shape
Until to his surprise formed a recognizable face
He stopped and he stared
There was no mistake
It was her
He was silent
His voice desperate to speak
But the sound and the movement of his mouth
Failed to meet
In the moonlight by window
He held her up high
His eyes could not contain
Tears burst from inside
Who was this lady?
I am sure you would like to know
She was his mother
Lost many years ago
In times of aloneness
When sadness embarks
The hands often make secret deals with the heart
Sometimes on paper, sometimes out of clay
Expressions appear
When we don't know what to say
For this Toy maker his sorrow was being alone
Tonight, out of wood, his mother came home

TIPPING THE SCALES

My misfortune is times distortion

What I recall is not so real

Those joys and blessings upon me bestowed

These days

How am I supposed to feel?

Happiness in turmoil

Is it true

I know it's not

If I do not like reality

I'll replace it with what's not

Distorted, such a twisted word

In time the changes come

Blessings, Joys or tragedy

Turmoil decides the one

True, is it really?

Days like these I think it's not

It is true if you admit it

It's distorted, if you do not

I'll tip the scales in my favor

Bend the rules

Edge my bets

The version of you and I that I'll remember

Far better than the truth I now forget

MUSIC OF MY HEART


There was music mixed with melody
Unique the song we wrote
Our love composed the lyrics
Every line, each chosen note
Won't you stay like this forever
Just the thought of you divine
The way you stroke my ego
As I'm about to lose my mind
When I urgently need to tell you
A thought that crept into my head
You never fail to head me off
That smile saying 'hush just come to bed'
My senses explode to overdrive
As reason waves and leaves
Submitting to the call you send
Until you are all my eyes can see
Don't change a thing about you
That little frown, the way you think
Where thoughts crash around and clatter
Till you quit with a devilish wink
What the hell are you saying?
Sometimes, I just do not have a clue
Whispers that go way above my head
Then I know, it's that cryptic you
I have held this hand my whole lifetime
know every fingerprint, line and scar
Never change my darling
You're perfect the way you are
I'd awaken every morning
Wondering who you'd be today?
Serious, motivated, anxious
Crazy, wild, passée
Won't you stay with me forever
I know, before a tear drop forms
I know the second you're about to cry
Just by how those eyebrows form
You're leaving me now are'nt you?
Your hands are oh so cold
Your face has lost it's colour
Your too fragile for me to hold
Stay as you are for always
I'll stay too and watch you as you fly
In my mind's eye you'll live eternal
It's just the vessel I watch die


ROMANCING IN NOVEMBER

After the final dance has been danced

Before the music plays it's final note

Capturing this moment in space and time

Destiny calls your name

Each second becomes sentimental hours

From a touch

Grows feeling

How does she do this?

I remember it so well

Joining of memories

Kissing lips that had yet to connect

Love had no rules

Maybe the thrill is in the chase?

No, in the embrace

Open arms that ache to reach, to be reached

Patiently playing this game of her's

Quietly confident in victory, so confident

Romancing in November

Snow falling, as autumn scents intensify the senses

Then what?

Under this spell

Vulnerability comes hand in hand with destiny

We all succumb to the need in the end

Xenium, as if I had a choice

You offered such divine liquor unto my palette

Zeroable, what I give unto you will never be lost

BARRON LAND


To the inner depths of you I cling
My need to survive is all I obey
Upon dangerous ground I tread
To empty spaces I glue myself
A place within you I call viscid hollow
Where once the land was lush and green
Now a carved out empty barren land
Still I cling unto the damp and pasty fields
This sunken marsh of pain
Until the time the fields regrow
From the seeds I carry within my hand
To plant this seed of hope
Upon lonely fields of gold
To the inner depths of you
I must cling
Undeterred
I take strong hold
With the tears of my sorrow
I water the very ground of your soul
Waiting silently
Per chance
A seed of love may grow

RAGAMUFFIN

Gather whilst I tell my tale, it ne'er takes long to tell

Begins the night of Halloween, afore the clock struck twelve

Rushing of the children's feet, upon the rain soaked street

Joyfully in fancy dress, they cried out 'trick or treat'

In shadows lurked, with evil smirk, the reaper and his blade

Waiting patient for his call, as still the children played

So unaware's, without a care they dashed from door to door

Ghoulish bags to eagerly fill, collecting candy by the score

Their sticky hands and faces, beaming full of glee

So I guess, more or less,

That's why they never saw little me

The night drew in, they had their fill, their parents call for home

Left in the night, a wretched sight, I was all alone

A ragamuffin, a runaway, dressed in filthy clothes

Dirty hands, grubby face, a child nobody owns

Hunger hurt my body so, my throat was dry and sore

I lay upon the concrete stone, I could not live like this no more

Shivering from bitter cold, bones felt like they would snap

I tried to sleep upon the ground, inside an old torn sack

Almost midnight, I lay so still, my heart to faint to hear

When an angel knelt beside of me, she gently whispers in my ear

'Child you are not alone, upon these lonely streets

Awaken, quick, come follow me, there's someone I'd like you to meet'

In what I felt was a kind of trance, I rubbed my tired eyes

And who do you think I came upon, to my amazement and surprise?

I am not about to tell you, it's for you to dig and delve

But I'm sure you'll find the answer, long before the clock strikes twelve!

THE LONE SOLDIER


Desert winds storm across this hazed and fervent heat
I struggle to come to you
But come to you I must
For ne'er once did you forsake me
I lay suffering, and you found me
Answering the whispers of my despair
Carried upon the breath of a moonlight prayer
Speak louder, for I can hardly catch your echo
Still the heat beats down to break my will
I struggle to come to you
But come to you I must
Against the odds
Raising my sword I scream your name
Sand attempts to silence my mouth
Your kiss, your sweet red lipped kiss
This my love, this alone quenches my thirst
Feeds my soul
I the lone soldier of your army
Casting aside the white flag of defeat
Tired and worn
Battle scarred and angered
I force myself to your side
For I can see you
Beyond the horizon you wait for me
Cool, calming, comforting
With the surrendering sun at your back
And not a cloud in sight

PORTRAIT OF MY LOVE

Captivated, the only word I can speak
Swirls of pastel shades dance before my eyes
For I am the artist
You my creation
Every curve, each texture lovingly placed
Once this canvas was cold
My dreams unable to be displayed
Then you came
Just as water nourished my thirst
Food fed my soul
You filled my void
A portrait of my love
Every detail precise
Your hair as gold as sunlight
Your eyes like windows to another world
You appeared before me
Every part of you as I believed you could be
As I saw you
I step back
Lay my brush on the palette
My breathe taken away
You are here

FINAL VERSE

Death has no hold on the poet
Remember when I told you we're free
When you find a quiet moment to ponder
Remember me, remember my poetry
I was fire and ice, I was water
I was wind that denied to be tamed
I was gentle, compassionate, angry
I was Villanelle, haiku, refrain
The shadow of death falls not upon me
No veil or curtain can hide
I'm a poet in death as in living
The end of my life but a lie
I was a poet the day I was born
To my last poet's breathe whilst dying
A final poem I leave to be read as you mourn
To comfort you, please stop your crying
Remember me, remember my vision
How my eye's witnessed diamonds of dew
I witnessed sights that defied time and motion
I found answer's where some had no clue
Catch in the word's of this poet
On the breeze, the scent of my end
This poet's farewell as I journey
A poet's last kiss to a friend
Don't search for my essence in soil
I poetically conquered the grave
By each word, every line, every poem
In the poetry I left you to save
Death has no hold on this Poet
There's still plenty for me to do
Remember me, remember my poetry
And you'll see my death was just poetry too!

WISHFUL THINKING

Far below the ordinary
The right, the just and fair
You'll find the keeper of the change of luck
In his creaking worn out chair
He's the one we all know
For we call to him from time to time
When we question what we don't like
It has no reason, sense or rhyme
We all have had these moments
When we're desperate change the past
Shouting, screaming, begging
Till our final prayers our last
You stare into the darkness
Believe this keeper will assist
Hoping beyond hoping
That your plea won't go out missed
Sleeping, holding onto maybe
With a glimpse of morning still to come
That the keeper heard you calling
That you wish, and it is done

NEW LIFE

NEW LIFE
Beside the calm and tranquil stream
Chants echo of the past
Old beliefs of ancient myths
As mystic spells were cast
Just as ashes of the fire
Settled on the ground
Like smoke the prayers of ancient ones
Ascend in hope abound
Resounding through time and space
Cosmic lights explode
The fire of the faithful
Offers heat unto the cold
Promise kept to reignite
Life reborn, renewed
Beside a calm and tranquil stream
The phoenix rose anew

STATE OF MIND


Standing by the water's edge
Moonlight hits the lake
In silence, in a state of shock
Unaware of her mistake
Confused and yet she understood
Hearing voices in her head
Wondering if what she saw was real
Her hands soaked of sticky red
She fell onto her knee's in fear
Washed her hands within the lake
Mesmerized by what she saw
Blood red to pink escapes
Flashback to the start of morn
Her day began as days before
Except he would never wake again
His body cold upon the floor
She needed time to recollect
How of this could she explain
That in a cloak of darkened mist
The stranger was to blame
He knew her name, her face, her fears
He knew her husband too
Whispering, tempting, urging her
To what he said that she must do
Take the knife he whispered clear
For this is your release
Quickly end this nightmare
Whilst he's defenseless in his sleep
He'd been a brutal master
He the tyrant, she the slave
In a fit of desperation
She struck the fatal blade
Fear engulfed her sanity
Whilst relief stroked her calm insane
The patient died immediately
A Joe Doe, he had no name
She wandered to the window
So very cold, she starts to shake
In her mind she's left the Asylum
She's beside a moonlit lake
She plays this story over
Every day her nightmare comes
In her mental mind she's tortured
By what she may, or may not of done

IS THIS WRONG?

IS THIS WRONG?

Alone in the room where you left me
Under the silk of the creased satin sheets
I hold my knees to my chest and I wonder
Is this really how I should be left to feel?
In my vision the night never ended
The daylight held back by the dark
Our bodies entwinned in motion
As angels blind from this loving spark
A turn of the key you returning
Seem's you could not leave me behind
Dreams collide with reality
As what we lost is the one thing we must find
The eyes of a soulful surrender
The need was always you
The open display of affection
The balance betwen lies and truth
Dreaming brings perfection
Reality brings raw facts
Combination on collision
Wanting with a degree of loving tact
Reach for me I will answer
Is it wrong to love in light and dark we two
As dreams collide with reality
Do I need you? yes I do

BUTTERFLY WINGS

BUTTERFLY WINGS
You know that feeling in the pit of your stomach
The one where butterflies are born
Well I just wondered why they are there
And just what exactly makes them form?
Is there a purpose for their flutter
And do they have real wings
And why something so delicate as butterflies
Forbodes of awful things?
Snakes now that I'd accept
Or scorpions with a sting
But butterflies
Such gentle beings
And torments what they bring
If you have an answer
Then please I am all ears
Until then I'll be aware
Of butterfly wings as trouble nears

RESTLESS SPIRITS

The unknown and the forbidden were thought to be the same
The riddle of traditional chants
Until the unknown became the knowing
Forbidden, just the game
I remain ever unknown and forbidden to you
Unknown in soul, for I am beyond your reach
Forbidden in spirit, though still you seek
You were once all I knew
Nothing I forbid you
Sphere of influence
Thy hold has been broken
In the depths of the human heart
We both know
It's beyond our reach
Ever to be restless spirits
Never to recapture what has already vanished

BEAUTIFUL

BEAUTIFUL

When I say to you you're beautiful, you smile but shy away
I have to gently touch your chin, turn your face back to look this way
Look into my eyes so clear, what I say is true
When I tell you that you're beautiful, I swear to God it's true

Take my hand and follow me, I want to show you this
That when I say I love you, you'll feel it in my kiss
Yesterday we started, and today we still belong
Look at this the life were sharing
Vibrant, pure and strong
You know that you are beautiful, my object of desire
In these eyes you recognise, the passion and the fire
You recognise the moments, the touches and the sounds
Now take a look at where were standing, high up off the ground

Everything's beneath us
Everything's below
You tease me with your shy expressions
Tease me with your show

When I say you're beautiful and you try to pull away
You never try to pull too hard from what I have to say
You make my heart feel laughter
Make my spirit glow
Eachtime I say you're beautiful
And you answer sweetly
Yes I know!

FREE TO FLY



I guess my life was average
Faint heartedly I tried
Empty promises that I gave
In return for some kind lies
The road was bumpy
Sometimes curved
Dusty, open wide
Courage seemed an enemy
Fragile, petite, beguiled
I turned the tables on myself
I grasped the futures call
I changed into the zealous one
The strongest of them all
No more the scared and lonely one
That sat alone and sighed
Instead the brave and wanting bird
Set loose, free to fly
I sit reflecting now and then
Resonant
The screen plays of my life
I opened the closet of my fears
And released the ghosts inside